Games
Playing Subnautica again: why cheating sometimes make things better
I mentioned I picked up Subnautica again, and it’s more fun than I remember it was my last time with it. Why? Because I’m kind of cheating. Hang on, hang on, hear me out….
Subnautica is not an easy game for the easily distracted. For those of us who constantly forget what we were doing because there’s a new shiny thing to focus on, Subnautica can be brutal. A large part of it is survival and crafting, which means my internal monologue goes something like this: “I need some copper for the… oh wait, if I get more silver I can craft the wiring kit for that torpedo, but I need aerogel… what do I need for aerogel? Oh, gel sacks, right, OK, where’s my Seamoth, ha, I forgot I docked it outside instead of the moonpool… oh crap oxygen! swim up! up up up up…! Whew! Wait, where am I? Where’s the damn Seamoth? Ah! Here you are… good, now what was I doing? Silver? Or was it gold? I wanted gold for the CPU so I can craft… oh right! I need copper.”
The game’s a lot of fun, and it rewards you for exploring, but when your brain constantly works like the above, you tend to miss a lot. This is why I started looking online for things like where to find X, and watching a few helpful YouTube videos. I also learned which plants I can grow around my base so I can craft what I need more easily, instead of running around and forgetting what I’m looking for. Because I played about 2/3 of the game before, I know the basic plot and what’s going on, so I’m taking my time now preparing for each new horrifying level and enjoying building my base and putting more details into it.
Another very helpful aspect of searching for answers online is finding the parts for blueprints I need. The game gives you recipes, or blueprints, for different tools. Some of those are required to get to a certain point; otherwise, you can’t progress. Certain materials are not available to you until later in the game as part of how it’s built, which makes sense, but it means I can tell when something fairly basic is missing. In order to find blueprints, you need to scan certain wrecks and parts in the game, and you need to find where these parts are. They tend to be in certain areas, however, where exactly in those areas is random.
For example, I needed a propulsion cannon to push crates that blocked my way to a place I needed to go. I knew I needed to go there because I was at a point in the game where this is indicated by the audio logs I picked up, and also, I played this part before. I was looking at the ingredients needed for the cannon and noticed they’re very basic, the sort of things you get really early on. However, I only had one part of the cannon scanned; in order to get the full blueprint, I needed to find one more part, which I never did. Because I knew I needed this cannon at this point, I looked online to see where this part is located. It still took a bit of time, as some YouTube videos are more helpful than others, but I was able to find it because I knew exactly where to look - and even then, it was hiding in a tough spot to reach (again, not by design).
If you ask me, the randomness of where these parts can be a bit of a design flaw, especially when something is trivial to the game, which is exactly why this sort of “cheating” is justified. I got what I needed, and the game flowed exactly as it was designed, with everything else clicking into place. But not all cheating I do is the “good kind” like the above; some of it is cheesy. Subnautica is a scary game, the sort of game that freaks you out with the unknown. And it’s good at freaking you out, believe you me.
Because I played the game before and had already seen most (maybe even all) enemies, I took a peek at some fighting strategy videos against the hardest creatures to take some of the sting out of the fear. I wanted to be ready and enjoy without being scared all the time, ok? Being a bit scared is enough. It also doesn’t help that the game only has exactly one save game slot per game either, so if you really mess up somehow, you’re screwed. Fortunately, that doesn’t happen too often… but it can. Which makes me worry. Which takes away some of the fun element. So yeah, some fear control goes a long way. Exploring is still fun and stressful in the right amount that pulls me back.
See? Sometimes a bit of corner-cutting helps.
A good weekend
Last weekend was good. I came to a realization not too long ago that most of my weekends are good, which is a good thing in itself, but I wanted to ramble a little about why.
My sleeping issues (I should coin the term somehow. “My Sleeping Issues” sounds like a terrible album name stuck on repeat at this point) meant that I woke up at 4, walked around for a bit, and went back to bed around 6. This pattern has been going on since last Thursday, when I pushed myself to be in bed at around 23:00. Seems like I sleep 5-6 hours no matter what I do, so if I go to sleep earlier, I wake up earlier without enough sleep. The good part? Going to bed around 6 again means I’m not a complete zombie the whole first half of the day, which definitely played a role here.
First off, there was a lot of Subnautica. With Part 2 out in early access, I saw Subnautica: Below Zero was on sale on Humble Bundle and snatched it. I never finished the first Subnautica (it was too scary, and yes, I need to get this post over to the new blog moved!), and I wanted to try again. Man, Subnautica is a treat. It was easy to get hooked again. This time around, I watched plenty of YouTube videos to help me out with tips, and building my underwater base was fun in a relaxing kind of way. There’s something about being able to organize a stressful situation that doesn’t let you breathe (literally in this game) into something safe that makes sense to you. And, yes, that’s also a metaphor.
I mentioned before I want to make some video content for gaming, but it’s not easy. Or rather, it’s a lot. I am no stranger to OBS Studio, but I had to re-learn to do a couple of things, and even then, going back and watching an hour or more of content and starting editing takes a lot of time. It’s a serious commitment. I haven’t given up on the idea, but I might change it around a bit toward a mix of writing and video content. I’m not sure yet. There are too many good games out there, and I don’t think there are enough places reviewing them from a personal perspective (by the way, let me introduce you to Laura Michet’s blog. She is a game writer/narrative designer, and she writes often).
Then I had a nice hangout with my partner, who works as an EMT. They are awesome in general (obviously I think so), and they recently got themselves a car, and driving in Manhattan is… well, let’s just say parking is one tough SOB boss. Imagine working a 9-hour shift in an ambulance, driving around (on a weekend, because during the week they’re busy with their other job), just to drive another two hours, the last hour and a half(!) of it is in order to find parking. They pretty much showed up just to crash and fall asleep, but then the next day, we went to the Farmer’s market together and drove around and walked the parks of upper Manhattan. It’s a sort of buffer, a break that makes my brain slow down a bit and appreciate my life outside of work and tech.
Which means that when I got back to my /own/ tech on Sunday, I was refreshed and full of energy. This weekend I installed Harper on my Linux desktop. Working through it but especially writing the post about it requires geek brain energy, which I just don’t have during the week. I really enjoy these projects; I learn more about stuff I’m passionate about, and it’s very rewarding.
I also wrote a lot in my journal, which I’m reorganizing, and it made me realize that, hey, I write a lot. Between my posts, emails to other bloggers, journaling, and experimenting with TiddlyWiki, there’s a lot of keyboard typing going on. This, as usual, makes me appreciate Emacs and org-mode, which has its own dedicated category. But that’s what happens when you can customize everything about a tool you use all the time: it’s a game in itself.
And now, with coffee done and this draft more or less complete, it’s time to get in the shower and quickly get some groceries before the work day gets the chance to kick my ass back into gear.
This is a better video than I expected. The main idea is nothing new, but the video games he mentions are perfect examples: I’m also looking for my next game after Hades 2, and I think thanks for this video, I found it. It’s about cats, how can you go wrong?
Diablo IV (2023) - â
Nope. Nah ah. I tried this game twice, and it failed twice. The first time I didn’t enjoy it. It was too much clicking with little to show for it. No strategy, no method to the madness. I looked for light entertainment, and I thought I found it in this game, just to put it aside after an hour or so of playing.
The second time, about a week ago, I decided ot dust it off and try again. It was the same disappointing lack of wits, only topped with annoying additional in-game purchase requests for all kinds of nonsense, and a complete lack of any challenge. At all. None.
As I was watching the second boss in the game getting destroyed by an army of skeletons that I’m not even sure why I was able to resurrect so easily, looking at messages on my phone, I got pissed. A game should be interactive. What I saw in front of me was a flashy animation that didn’t need me to move a finger. No challenge. No brains. No fun.
At least I can thank Diablo for getting me back into reviewing games just to express my frustration.
Managed to get Diablo 4 to install and run on my Linux Desktop running Kubuntu. It was actually quite easy with Bottles, using a Proton launcher made especially for that game. I’m not sure exactly what goes into creating those launchers, but glad it works.
Cyber Knights: Flashpoint (2025) - â â â â ÂŊ
It’s been a while since I talked about a game here, and Cyber Knights: Flashpoint is a good reason to get back in the habit. Hopefully.
There is a lot going on in this game and a lot to like. It’s a bit hard to compare it to other games, but I can start by saying it’s a sophisticated X-Com turn-based tactic squad game with a deep story and base management on the next level. But it’s much more than that. Take each system you know from X-Com and bring it up to the next level, and then you’ll start to get the idea.
You’re in charge of a group of mercenaries in a futuristic, dystopian Cyberpunk Boston. Your goal is to pick up missions from different contacts and get paid so you can pay the bills. This game being story-focused, there are main-story missions, and there are characters with interesting stories that develop as the game goes on, depending on the choices you make.
In combat, it’s a detailed turn-based game with many mechanics determining what you can do and how. These mechanics are based on Cyberpunk the TRPG (the latest version is Cyberpunk Red), so there’s a lot to take in. Action points determine how far you can move and what actions you can do, but certain kinds of movements (sneaking) are slower, and the overall amount is affected by the character’s reaction attribute. Likewise, the character’s strength affects the amount of recoil after they shoot (to stabilize the weapon), which in turn affects the percentage to hit, as well as weapon modifications (yep, they have those), and certain traits the character has, which are special skills, separate from attributes. The game engine in combat is improved from X-Com, too: grenades can bounce off surfaces, the angle your character is facing affects the amount of cover they have, and enemies have a radius of seeing and hearing you, depending on how stealthy and quiet you are. And there’s much more (did I forget to mention there are classes in this game, and the ability to multi-class? Oh well, I need to post this at some point).
The combat might be the main highlight, but for me, the developing story is just as fun. Your characters talk to each other in on-screen dialog, and you get to choose the answers to certain questions. They form relationships with each other, which affect the gameplay as well, depending on the missions you play. Each character is unique and brings their own additional missions, choices, enemies, and allies. They have their own general background where, as they talk about their past with the others, you get to choose what exactly happened to them, where, and when. You can also change characters’ looks and add notes about them as well.
Meanwhile, the story has the depths and details of a rich TRPG campaign, because Tresebrothers, the makers of the game, have been playing a homebrew version of the aforementioned Cyberpunk Red for over a decade. Many choices you make count, and some are irreversible. You need to keep track of the complicated political landscape as different employers try to con you while the guy who operates on you for cyber implants (yet another thing I didn’t get into - yes, you have those) might have a brother who got lost somewhere and will ask you to help in exchange of a favor, because favors are an important additional currency in this game. Loyalty is a factor, and an employee who likes you is more likely to pay you more for your missions and give you special equipment - but at the cost of others disliking you, and some squad members will refuse to go on missions for someone they hate, for example. All of this is managed by the game’s “DM” which builds missions and stories for you as the game goes. It’s a bit like Rimworld’s storyteller, if you’re familiar.
There’s still more to this game I haven’t talked about. The base building is similar to X-Com, but yet again, on the next level. You need to manage power and cooling, among other things, to be able to build certain facilities, which open up even more possibilities. For example, in my still early game, it’s indicated I could build certain weapons and mods in my own base instead of trading in the underworld, but I don’t have the right place for that yet. My “face,” the squadmate who is a special class who takes care of the missions, can have their own operation room, which might bring in different kinds of missions and options that I don’t know about yet. Even the way the power is laid out is not as simple as just running wires; some rooms get more power than others, etc.
Oh, and did I tell you there’s hacking too, which is its own form of a minigame… OK, I’ve got to stop somewhere.
This game makes me miss my own DnD games and makes me want to pick up Cyberpunk Red (I got the rulebook a year ago or so) and try to play some. There are few games that are this detailed and complex, and none that I know that combine it all with tactics, base building, and of course, the beautiful dystopian cyberpunk theme. If you’re into RPGS/TRPG, or if you liked Cyberpunk 2077 and want some more of that world, or if you’re thirsty for a good X-Com-like game, or if you like complex systems and want something challenging, or all of the above… check this game out. It’s very much worth it at its non-premium price tag.
I’m finding it hard to enjoy video games recently. They all feel… the same. I keep playing World of Warships (that’s more of an addiction) and Helldivers here and there, but I want something with a story, and even though there are a couple of options, I can’t seem to be interested in anything in particular.
Linux for games, Mac for work
At this point, my Thelio from System76 has become an automatic part of my workflow. With my KVM switch, I can instantly switch from work/writing to gaming.
I can happily say that every game I have tried so far has worked smoothly on the Thelio. My latest beefy game was God of War, which worked directly after installing from Steam with a controller without special customizations or any tweaks, and my time with Helldivers 2 has steadily increased to become my second all-time favorite.
Meanwhile, I’m also realizing that my Mac is a superior place for writing, and I don’t have the desire I used to try and make Linux better for it. That position is filled with the apps I use (or must use) and good integration with Emacs. However, I’m probably going to run a virtual Windows environment soon on Linux and use some programs that I want to have in Linux with me (Photoshop, for example) and have a test environment for work.
Mad Max (2015) - â â â ÂŊ
I’ve been looking for signs of an alternative ending for Mad Max since last night when I finished it in vain. Maybe happy Hollywood ending spoiled me, I couldn’t just let it end like this. But maybe it’s supposed to end like this, as other pointed out in Reddit and elsewhere; maybe that’s the point. Mad Max is a tragic story of the end of the world, and a man ending with it. To that extent, the game is brilliant.
The game đŽ is played as Max from a third-person view angle, on foot or in his car. As the game progresses, you advance and upgrade mostly the car but also Max himself, with major upgrades locked until you finish certain missions. I played all of those, main story ones and side ones, and enjoyed them all. The mechanics of the game are responsive and polished for the most part (some of the racing missions force you to use a different vehicle, and those drive like a wet sack of potatoes shot out of a tar-loaded circus cannon); combos land with crunchy satisfaction, car chases end with dramatic explosions with the help of Chumbucket… Chumbucket! Let me rave a bit about the best character in the game, which made the whole story for me.
Chumbucket is a mechanic (“black finger”) hunchback you’re introduced to early in the game, and he’s with you to the end. The voice acting by Jason Spisak is the best in the game, hands down. In my opinion, Chumbucket also has the best backstory too. He gives you tips and direction in the game, acting both as a guide and as an extension of some of the most popular car weapons in the game, like the Harpoon and the Thundersticks.
The game has plenty of those backstory moments, which makes it an excellent supplement to the world in the Mad Max movies, and being able to drive wherever you want and learn more about different sites is an excellent bonus if you love the movies. Max will comment about the different relics you find in the world, and you’ll get more bits and pieces about “The Fall.” Everything from the “big nothing” to the storms, from shipwrecks to enemy camps, oozes with Mad Max style. There were times I stepped out of the car, climbed on a hill somewhere, and admired the view. It’s one of those games you can sink into.
If you like the Mad Max movies, and you have a taste for action post apocalyptic games, you won’t be disappointed. This 2015 title is available on most gaming platforms including macOS and Linux costs less than half of a full AAA game.
Dungeons of Hinterberg (2024) - â â â ÂŊ
Dungeons of Hinterberg [DoH] is a chicken soup for the type of mental cold I feel I’m recovering from during these crazy political times. On the surface, it’s another hack-and-slash game with some puzzles sprinkled on top, but as you go deeper into its dungeon, its balanced tempo starts to drift you away.
The game’s high point wasn’t my latest mini-boss fight or when I finally figured out the puzzle in the Jelly caves; it happened when I was sitting next on a wooden bench on top of a cliff, a wooden hut with a straw roof behind me with a couple of cows ruminating grass.
Luisa, the protagonist, sat her sword down and admired the view. As she breathed in the fresh air, I also took a long breath in my chair and let my mind rest from the long list of emails I needed to catch on. Later, when Luisa was ready to go to town and make new friends, I was recharged enough for a little walk outside myself.
DoH is not an excellent action RPG, a visual marvel, or a deep story you’ll remember for months. There are other games for that. Rather, It’s a game about experiencing life. The monsters in the dungeons and the puzzles are well-crafted metaphors for conquering both mental and physical challenges with the help of friends, a good night’s sleep, and well-honed skills you’ve learned in the meantime. The game’s mechanism works like a calm therapist, reminding you that breaks and self-care go a long way in helping you later when you pick up your sword (keyboard) to slay monsters (another set of instructions you need to write, perhaps a piece of code).
Taken in like that, in little dosages between other pressing projects at work, you got yourself an inviting relaxation routine you’d want to adopt. This game is a treat, meant to be taken slowly and with care. Don’t rush it; just relax and enjoy.